knowThe Sun rose this morning - The Clouds came out to play hide and seek with it
and the breeze decided to come play with the leaves gently throwing them around and tugging at the branches , softly , to pull at the leaves and coax them out to play.
The clouds decided that they would colour the sky in various shades of white and grey, which although they are not vibrant colours - they still help to colour the day. Then when the sun shows where she is hidden and pokes her head from behind the soft clouds - she gives us a wonderful autmnal glow to let us know that life always has a hidden glow for us to find and enjoy
That was how I felt this morning. 3 days until my op
Got bad news todaY. hubby hasnt had any work in for the last 3 months. Then they had a job lined up for next week and this morning it was cancelled. Damn the recession, depression. He is self-employed and so cannot claim the dole (benefits) so all we had is gone now. So now we really struggle, and at a time when I cannot work and when he is going to spend all his time worrying about me and worry about money.
I still believe though that it will all come ok. We pay alll bills as they come in as long as we continue to do that - we will manage. You do not need money to be happy together. I know it can ease stress but to love your husband and children and pets - and only jujst have enough to get by - is all you need - as long as you have the love.
I know in my heart, and I believe that things will sort themselves out. My operationi is going to go well so my husband will not have to worry. I trust that I will be out of hospital within 3 days of the operation and that I will be able to do things. I also trust and believe that work is going to come in for my husband and that it will all pick up again.
What I really know is that all will turn out right in the end
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